sleeping in

30 July, 2009

Land Between the Lakes
I still miss you, not everyday, no,
The older I get the less close we’ve become; the more solid I am, the more filmy you seem; but you are almost always in my dreams, except about the wedding- yes, I’m still having nightmares about the wedding and last night even Nannie was in there, she was tired, annoyed, but I realized when I woke up that you were not there and it wasn’t odd, it wasn’t bad, you just weren’t there. Meghan was there, Eli, of course, my friend TJ, his girlfriend on his arm, disappearing a little further into the crowd each time I looked at him- but no you.
I still miss you, you know. Not everyday, no.


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